Date Time of Day Location What was the actual feeling like, what was the sequence experienced? What thoughts were in your mind that accompanied the feeling, or occurred right after? What sensations and actions went with that feeling and thinking? What was my strongest stress point today? What was my strongest level of satisfaction with myself today? What was my best level of effectiveness or productivity today?  What was my best level of coping successfully with my feelings today?  What is your current level of hope for the future? What was the worst level of negativity or selfishness of some other people around you?
  (1=very weak; 10=extreme) (1=very weak; 10=extreme) (1=very weak; 10=extreme) (1=very ineffectual; 10=extremely effective) (1=little hope or brightness; 10=extremely hopeful and bright) (1=almost no negativity or selfishness observed; 10=extremely strong negative or selfish behavior observed)
18-Nov 7:12 AM work-stable sleepy, pleased to see all the animals, fed all of the animals, felt good about taking care of them concerned with the happiness and welfare of the animals, felt relieved that they are all ok I had to make up a bucket of hay cubes, which is a little work -otherwise relaxed  
18-Nov 1:33 PM riding horse united with horse with good connection I was very pleased with how well her training has come along I had a warm-hearted feeling and felt surge of excitement and pleasure  
18-Nov 9:10 PM home relaxed, glad that all chores were done reviewed the days events and had to think of school tomorrow relaxed, no tension 2-very little stress today 8-  I felt very satisfied with my horse training 8- I felt very productive in making Lady (the horse) a good mount for my employer 7-I had no negative feelings today 7- I think that I have a good position in life for the next year or so 1-no negativity observed
19-Nov 8:15 AM work-stable day off- checked on animals anyhow I was pleased to see they were all fine, but dogs needed dry food I felt good that everything was ok  
19-Nov 12:21 PM  parking for school Drove around Manoa looking for parking, no stress just took time I was thinking it is good to save money and find parking in Manoa I was engaged with looking for parking and found a spot not too far away  
19-Nov 6:35 PM driving home felt a little anxious to get home, took the back route with less traffic thought of staying relaxed and not to feel rushed from a tightness in my hands to a relaxation 5-felt a little anxious to get home 6-satisfied that I got all household chores done 6-effective in keeping everything clean and orderly 7- reduced my stress while driving hope by letting myself take time 7-future looks good, as I had time to think out my plans today 1-no negativity observed
20-Nov 7:30 AM work-stable felt relieved and satisfied with the state of the animals and plans for the day animals fed and well-felt good and thought of creative fun things to do for the day actions of petting the dogs and sensation of well-being  
20-Nov 2:00 PM finished riding felt satisfied and somewhat tired wanted to make the sweaty horses feel good with the bath I gave them didn't want to get wet, felt a little tired and hungry though satisfied with the work done  
20-Nov 10:00 PM work-stable felt loving and warm-hearted was very pleased that the horse would trust me enough to let me rub her as she was lying down felt warm and relaxed, smiling 3-little stress as big horse wasn't being very good 7-satisfied with the the horses and other animals today 7-productive day as the animals are happy and I had fun 7-no negative thoughts today 7-feel as though the future will be good 1-no negativity observed
21-Nov 8:00 AM work-stable feeling routine as I did am chores thought of what to do that day felt good about myself and work  
21-Nov 2:00 PM work-turkey felt like a murderous traitor can't believe I helped send off a baby who loved me to his death and how his girlfriend was now without him crying, tight stomach, sick  
21-Nov 9:00 PM home-dishes sorrow, regret, and guilt how I was responsible for the death of a friend crying, nauseated, sad 9-holdoing a turkey I raised from a chick as his legs were bound to be put into a truck to be slaughtered 7-before the turkey incident I felt good and satisfied with myself and work 7-before turkey incident I was working well with the horses and dogs 4-I did not cry in front of the man who took the turkey, but cried most of the rest of the day 5-feel as though I was used by employers and did not evaluate how the death of the turkey would effect me 1-no negativity observed
22-Nov 7:00 AM work-stable felt sad and guilty-seeing the girlfriend of the turkey running around and appearing to be looking for him I felt responsible for her sadness and tried to ignore it for the moment sensation of nausea and sadness  
22-Nov 2:30 PM work-riding felt good and enjoying myself riding the horse thought of how much heart the horse has and how I really love her felt connected and warm-hearted  
22-Nov 5:30 PM shopping waiting in the line at the store, bored, awkward thought how strange it is to be so disconnected with the source(s) of my food a feeling of detachment and imagination as I was not focused on my surroundings 8-felt really bad about seeing the girlfriend turkey being alone 6-felt good about the training of the horse 6-felt productive in caring and training the animals 7-did not let my sadness and regret ruin my time with others 7-the future appears to be good 1-no negativity observed
23-Nov 7:30 AM work-stable Content and relaxed, finished feeding animals wondered what to do that would be fun felt imaginative and creative, felt optimistic  
23-Nov 3:00 PM work-stable felt good, exercised all dogs and small horses knew I made them all feel good and we had fun together sensation of relaxation and satisfaction  
23-Nov 9:00 PM dishes felt reflective and somewhat bored thought of my day and what I would like to be doing a year from now a feeling of excitement at new things and a feeling of emptiness as I would miss this job 3-no stress today, just busy 8-felt satisfied with how everyone is happy to be near me, including female turkey 7-had a fun, creative and satisfying day training the animals 5- did not have any negative feelings to cope with 7-feel assured my future will be good 1-no negativity observed
24-Nov 7:00 AM work-stable sleepy, preparing to feed all the animals I thought I would like to go back to bed sensation of being quite and not feeling energetic  
24-Nov 2:00 PM work-riding felt very good riding the horse how well she is learning new things and how sensitive she can be sensations of happiness and smiling  
24-Nov 7:00 PM work-dogs playing ball with the 5 dogs in the yard is fun I was thankful for such a beautiful life felt content and happy, smiling and laughing 3-no stress, just busy 7-satisfied with myself and my work 7-had an effective day at work and home 5-neutral as no negative coping needed 7-feel sure the future will be mostly good 1-no negativity observed
   
Summary     What was the actual feeling like, what was the sequence experienced? What thoughts were in your mind that accompanied the feeling, or occurred right after? What sensations and actions went with that feeling and thinking? What was my strongest stress point today? What was my strongest level of satisfaction with myself today? What was my best level of effectiveness or productivity today?  What was my best level of coping successfully with my feelings today?  What is your current level of hope for the future? What was the worst level of negativity or selfishness of some other people around you?
  (1=very weak; 10=extreme) (1=very weak; 10=extreme) (1=very weak; 10=extreme) (1=very ineffectual; 10=extremely effective) (1=little hope or brightness; 10=extremely hopeful and bright) (1=almost no negativity or selfishness observed; 10=extremely strong negative or selfish behavior observed)
# good 11 16 15  
# bad 3 3 3  
# neutral 7 2 3  
Average  of Global Rating           4.7 6 6.9 6 6.7 1