| Date | Time of Day | Location | What was the actual feeling like, what was the sequence experienced? | What thoughts were in your mind that accompanied the feeling, or occurred right after? | What sensations and actions went with that feeling and thinking? | What was my strongest stress point today? | What was my strongest level of satisfaction with myself today? | What was my best level of effectiveness or productivity today? | What was my best level of coping successfully with my feelings today? | What is your current level of hope for the future? | What was the worst level of negativity or selfishness of some other people around you? |
| (1=very weak; 10=extreme) | (1=very weak; 10=extreme) | (1=very weak; 10=extreme) | (1=very ineffectual; 10=extremely effective) | (1=little hope or brightness; 10=extremely hopeful and bright) | (1=almost no negativity or selfishness observed; 10=extremely strong negative or selfish behavior observed) | ||||||
| 18-Nov | 7:12 AM | work-stable | sleepy, pleased to see all the animals, fed all of the animals, felt good about taking care of them | concerned with the happiness and welfare of the animals, felt relieved that they are all ok | I had to make up a bucket of hay cubes, which is a little work -otherwise relaxed | ||||||
| 18-Nov | 1:33 PM | riding horse | united with horse with good connection | I was very pleased with how well her training has come along | I had a warm-hearted feeling and felt surge of excitement and pleasure | ||||||
| 18-Nov | 9:10 PM | home | relaxed, glad that all chores were done | reviewed the days events and had to think of school tomorrow | relaxed, no tension | 2-very little stress today | 8- I felt very satisfied with my horse training | 8- I felt very productive in making Lady (the horse) a good mount for my employer | 7-I had no negative feelings today | 7- I think that I have a good position in life for the next year or so | 1-no negativity observed |
| 19-Nov | 8:15 AM | work-stable | day off- checked on animals anyhow | I was pleased to see they were all fine, but dogs needed dry food | I felt good that everything was ok | ||||||
| 19-Nov | 12:21 PM | parking for school | Drove around Manoa looking for parking, no stress just took time | I was thinking it is good to save money and find parking in Manoa | I was engaged with looking for parking and found a spot not too far away | ||||||
| 19-Nov | 6:35 PM | driving home | felt a little anxious to get home, took the back route with less traffic | thought of staying relaxed and not to feel rushed | from a tightness in my hands to a relaxation | 5-felt a little anxious to get home | 6-satisfied that I got all household chores done | 6-effective in keeping everything clean and orderly | 7- reduced my stress while driving hope by letting myself take time | 7-future looks good, as I had time to think out my plans today | 1-no negativity observed |
| 20-Nov | 7:30 AM | work-stable | felt relieved and satisfied with the state of the animals and plans for the day | animals fed and well-felt good and thought of creative fun things to do for the day | actions of petting the dogs and sensation of well-being | ||||||
| 20-Nov | 2:00 PM | finished riding | felt satisfied and somewhat tired | wanted to make the sweaty horses feel good with the bath I gave them | didn't want to get wet, felt a little tired and hungry though satisfied with the work done | ||||||
| 20-Nov | 10:00 PM | work-stable | felt loving and warm-hearted | was very pleased that the horse would trust me enough to let me rub her as she was lying down | felt warm and relaxed, smiling | 3-little stress as big horse wasn't being very good | 7-satisfied with the the horses and other animals today | 7-productive day as the animals are happy and I had fun | 7-no negative thoughts today | 7-feel as though the future will be good | 1-no negativity observed |
| 21-Nov | 8:00 AM | work-stable | feeling routine as I did am chores | thought of what to do that day | felt good about myself and work | ||||||
| 21-Nov | 2:00 PM | work-turkey | felt like a murderous traitor | can't believe I helped send off a baby who loved me to his death and how his girlfriend was now without him | crying, tight stomach, sick | ||||||
| 21-Nov | 9:00 PM | home-dishes | sorrow, regret, and guilt | how I was responsible for the death of a friend | crying, nauseated, sad | 9-holdoing a turkey I raised from a chick as his legs were bound to be put into a truck to be slaughtered | 7-before the turkey incident I felt good and satisfied with myself and work | 7-before turkey incident I was working well with the horses and dogs | 4-I did not cry in front of the man who took the turkey, but cried most of the rest of the day | 5-feel as though I was used by employers and did not evaluate how the death of the turkey would effect me | 1-no negativity observed |
| 22-Nov | 7:00 AM | work-stable | felt sad and guilty-seeing the girlfriend of the turkey running around and appearing to be looking for him | I felt responsible for her sadness and tried to ignore it for the moment | sensation of nausea and sadness | ||||||
| 22-Nov | 2:30 PM | work-riding | felt good and enjoying myself riding the horse | thought of how much heart the horse has and how I really love her | felt connected and warm-hearted | ||||||
| 22-Nov | 5:30 PM | shopping | waiting in the line at the store, bored, awkward | thought how strange it is to be so disconnected with the source(s) of my food | a feeling of detachment and imagination as I was not focused on my surroundings | 8-felt really bad about seeing the girlfriend turkey being alone | 6-felt good about the training of the horse | 6-felt productive in caring and training the animals | 7-did not let my sadness and regret ruin my time with others | 7-the future appears to be good | 1-no negativity observed |
| 23-Nov | 7:30 AM | work-stable | Content and relaxed, finished feeding animals | wondered what to do that would be fun | felt imaginative and creative, felt optimistic | ||||||
| 23-Nov | 3:00 PM | work-stable | felt good, exercised all dogs and small horses | knew I made them all feel good and we had fun together | sensation of relaxation and satisfaction | ||||||
| 23-Nov | 9:00 PM | dishes | felt reflective and somewhat bored | thought of my day and what I would like to be doing a year from now | a feeling of excitement at new things and a feeling of emptiness as I would miss this job | 3-no stress today, just busy | 8-felt satisfied with how everyone is happy to be near me, including female turkey | 7-had a fun, creative and satisfying day training the animals | 5- did not have any negative feelings to cope with | 7-feel assured my future will be good | 1-no negativity observed |
| 24-Nov | 7:00 AM | work-stable | sleepy, preparing to feed all the animals | I thought I would like to go back to bed | sensation of being quite and not feeling energetic | ||||||
| 24-Nov | 2:00 PM | work-riding | felt very good riding the horse | how well she is learning new things and how sensitive she can be | sensations of happiness and smiling | ||||||
| 24-Nov | 7:00 PM | work-dogs | playing ball with the 5 dogs in the yard is fun | I was thankful for such a beautiful life | felt content and happy, smiling and laughing | 3-no stress, just busy | 7-satisfied with myself and my work | 7-had an effective day at work and home | 5-neutral as no negative coping needed | 7-feel sure the future will be mostly good | 1-no negativity observed |
| Summary | What was the actual feeling like, what was the sequence experienced? | What thoughts were in your mind that accompanied the feeling, or occurred right after? | What sensations and actions went with that feeling and thinking? | What was my strongest stress point today? | What was my strongest level of satisfaction with myself today? | What was my best level of effectiveness or productivity today? | What was my best level of coping successfully with my feelings today? | What is your current level of hope for the future? | What was the worst level of negativity or selfishness of some other people around you? | ||
| (1=very weak; 10=extreme) | (1=very weak; 10=extreme) | (1=very weak; 10=extreme) | (1=very ineffectual; 10=extremely effective) | (1=little hope or brightness; 10=extremely hopeful and bright) | (1=almost no negativity or selfishness observed; 10=extremely strong negative or selfish behavior observed) | ||||||
| # good | 11 | 16 | 15 | ||||||||
| # bad | 3 | 3 | 3 | ||||||||
| # neutral | 7 | 2 | 3 | ||||||||
| Average of Global Rating | 4.7 | 6 | 6.9 | 6 | 6.7 | 1 | |||||