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What was the actual feeling
like, what was the sequence experienced? |
What thoughts were in your
mind that accompanied the feeling, or occurred right after? |
What sensations and actions
went with that feeling and thinking? |
What
was the Bridge I used (Determination--red or Resistance--blue)? |
What was my modified
thinking? |
What was my new feeling? |
What were the resulting
sensations, appearance, and overt acts? |
What was my strongest
stress point today? |
What
was my strongest level of satisfaction with myself today? |
What
was my best level of effectiveness or productivity today? |
What
was my best level of coping successfully with my feelings today? |
What is your
current level of hope for the future? |
What
was the worst level of negativity or selfishness of some other people around
you? |
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6:30 AM |
work-barn |
nervous and rushed getting ready for a dog show |
thought of how much I have to do today and how I still
need to practice |
little irritable and tight-stomached |
Resistance--blue.
Thought of how the dog will do bad if I am not in a good mood
myself. Told myself to enjoy the day. |
positive blue thinking |
feeling eager to see how the class will go |
sensation of relaxation and smiling |
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(1=very weak; 10=extreme) |
(1=very weak; 10=extreme) |
(1=very ineffectual; 10=extremely effective) |
(1=little hope or brightness; 10=extremely hopeful and
bright) |
(1=almost no negativity or selfishness observed;
10=extremely strong negative or selfish behavior observed) |
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| 25-Nov |
1:00 PM |
dog show |
anger and disappointment |
the dog broke on the long sit and I practiced that with
her-I was angry with her |
sensation of some heat inside and tenseness |
Determination--red. Told myself that she has not been to class
for a month and was not taking it seriously and that we will do good next
time and that she was better at many other things since the last show |
positive red thinking |
feeling pleased with some improvements |
relaxation, praised the dog and relaxed |
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| 25-Nov |
6:20 PM |
tire blowout on H1 |
felt distressed at being late to class, but happy to be
alive |
thought of how I could have crashed had I been in the
fast lane |
relief at how life works-since I was going slow because I
had very little gas |
Resistance--blue.
Thought of how I am lucky to have been going slow and how it is good
to have a cell phone, AAA, and how nice people were |
positive blue thinking |
felt glad to be alive |
calmness and no impatience in getting towed, etc. |
7-worried about being rear-ended while waiting to be
towed off the H1 |
7-proud of myself for being so positive in an adverse
situation |
6-had finished cleaning up everything well for my day off |
8-reduced my anger at the dog in the class and did not
fret while broken down |
7-I think the future will be good |
8-the guy who towed me had lots of trouble and was
cursing because he was getting razzed by the cop on the scene |
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(1=little hope or brightness; 10=extremely hopeful and
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| 26-Nov |
10:00 AM |
work-arena |
I was having a riding lesson and felt engaged and
challenged as a trainer |
after the lesson I felt good about what I have done with
training the horse and knew I could do more |
felt warm and good inside |
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| 26-Nov |
3:00 PM |
work |
feeling good to be working with such good people |
thinking of how caring the employees and employers are |
smiling and good feeling |
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| 26-Nov |
9:00 PM |
study |
felt distressed at having much material to cover |
I have to much to practice before the test Sat |
tightness in stomach |
Resistance--blue.
I told myself to pace myself throughout the week |
blue positive as I relaxed enough to feel good |
self-satisfied |
relaxation |
3- little stress today |
7-felt good after the riding lesson |
7-felt productive as a horse trainer |
8-dismissed any self-defeating feelings about being
prepared |
8-I think the future will be good |
1-no negativity today |
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| 27-Nov |
12:00 PM |
driving to meeting |
felt engaged with driving but relaxed |
thought of what I wanted to discuss at the meeting |
felt relaxed and hoped the meeting would resolve my study
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| 27-Nov |
2:00 PM |
after meeting |
felt good that I can do well on the test Sat |
thought of how I have a game plan for my studies |
felt relieved |
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| 27-Nov |
7:00 PM |
at store |
felt rushed to get home and study |
thought of how I was wasting study time at the store |
tense and hurried movements |
Resistance--blue.
I told myself to relax as I could not study if I had no food in the
house |
blue positive as I relaxed enough to shop normally |
focused on the task at hand in a more relaxed manner |
relief, relaxation |
3-little stress today |
7-felt good after the meeting |
7-felt effective in my study plan |
7-felt good about not becoming anxious or self-defeating |
8-I think the future will be good |
1-no negativity observed |
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| 28-Nov |
9:00 AM |
study break |
felt good that I can do well on the test Sat |
thought I was doing very well in preparing for the test |
felt at peace, though engaged |
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| 28-Nov |
2:00 PM |
study break |
felt good that I can do well on the test Sat |
thought of how I had covered a lot of practice material |
felt urged to do more, but relaxed |
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| 28-Nov |
10:00 PM |
finished studies |
felt accomplished |
thought of how I should be able to cover all I need to by
Fri eve. |
felt proud and relaxed |
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3-little stress, just busy |
7-felt I studied well |
7-felt very productive in my studies |
5-neutreal, no negative feelings today |
8-I think the future will be good |
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| 29-Nov |
8:30 AM |
breakfast |
felt relaxed |
thought of how I have a full day to study with no
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| 29-Nov |
2:00 PM |
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| 29-Nov |
8:00 PM |
dinner |
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3-little stress, just busy |
7-felt I achieved much material |
7-felt very productive in my preparations |
5-neutreal, no negative feelings today |
8-feel good about the future |
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| 30-Nov |
8:00 AM |
breakfast |
feeling rushed to study |
thought of what I wanted to review today |
relief and exhalation |
Resistance--blue.
I assured myself that I could finish my studies by 5 PM |
blue positive as I relaxed enough to eat normally |
pleasant anticipation |
relaxation |
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| 30-Nov |
5:00 PM |
finished studying |
resolved as I am done studying |
thought of how I covered everything I needed to |
relief, relax |
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| 30-Nov |
10:00 PM |
bed |
a little nervous, but calm |
told myself not to worry about the test and to relax |
deep breath and resigned any thoughts of the test until
the morning |
Resistance--blue.
I assured myself that I was a prepared as I could be |
blue positive as I relaxed enough to fall asleep |
relaxation |
calmness |
3-no stress, just preparing for the test |
8- I was satisfied with how well I had studied over the
last month |
8-I studied effectively |
8-I kept myself from getting nervous or thinking
self-defeating statements |
8-I feel good about the future |
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| 1-Dec |
8:30 AM |
very late for standardized test |
very alert and driving too fast as I hoped and wished to
be allowed in the test |
thought of how terrible it would be to have to take the
test in Feb., but how I could make it |
tight body and feeling energized/rushed |
Resistance--blue.
I kept repeating "please let me into the test and then I will do
well" |
blue positive as I ran and entered the door just in time |
relief and composure as I need to relax and remind myself
that I was well-prepared and ready |
relaxation, deep breath, focus on test |
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| 1-Dec |
1:00 PM |
leaving test |
felt proud of my performance |
that I did as well as I could have |
warm feeling in my chest, smiling |
n/a |
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| 1-Dec |
8:00 PM |
watching movie |
relaxed and feeling loved |
good to be done with the test and have time for my
boyfriend |
relaxation and loving feeling in stomach |
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9-left early but weird traffic (later found out from
Kaneohe Parade) almost made me miss a test I spent $1000 on prep materials
for and had studied hard |
9-very satisfied with how I did on the test, well paced
with no nervousness |
9-felt I did well on the test |
9- I was very good at not getting hysterical or mad at
myself as I was terribly late and could have been locked out of the test. |
9-I think this test will help me create a new and bright
future |
2-test takers seemed nice and slightly stressed today |
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What was the actual feeling like, what was the sequence
experienced? |
What thoughts were in your mind that accompanied the
feeling, or occurred right after? |
What sensations and actions went with that feeling and
thinking? |
What
was the Bridge I used (Determination--red or Resistance--blue)? |
What was my modified thinking? |
What was my new feeling? |
What were the resulting sensations, appearance, and overt
acts? |
What
was my strongest stress point today? |
What
was my strongest level of satisfaction with myself today? |
What
was my best level of effectiveness or productivity today? |
What
was my best level of coping successfully with my feelings today? |
What is your
current level of hope for the future? |
What
was the worst level of negativity or selfishness of some other people around
you? |
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What self-regulatory sentences did I say to myself? |
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(1=very weak; 10=extreme) |
(1=very weak; 10=extreme) |
(1=very weak; 10=extreme) |
(1=very ineffectual; 10=extremely effective) |
(1=little hope or brightness; 10=extremely hopeful and
bright) |
(1=almost no negativity or selfishness observed;
10=extremely strong negative or selfish behavior observed) |
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| # good |
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8 |
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| # neutral |
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