3/19
2:00PM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
- slugish -
exhausted - sleepy |
- I should
be outdoors, doing something productive. - Need to
get off the bed, and do something, why not clean house or wash the car. - I
don’t want to do anything. |
- Turn on
the TV. - Eat a
sandwich and chips - Throw
books on the ground. |
3/20
8:00AM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
- lazy - sleepy |
- I need
to get up and go running. - Uh, my
fiancée is still sleeping, what a drag to have to wake him up. - But, I
can’t run without him, because I’ll just give up. |
- Avoiding
contact with everyone else in the house. - Turning
on the computer, to stall time. - Getting
ready very slowly. |
3/21
5PM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
-
lazy -
depressed -
dissatisfied -
gross |
-
See I should’ve ran this morning, but no I was too tired! -
Now, I am never going to fit into a wedding dress. -
I’ll exercise tomorrow, for sure! |
-
Eating chips -
Watching TV -
Throwing my clothes on the ground. |
3/23
5:30PM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
- irritated - annoyed |
- No one is
here yet, and we are supposed to start at 5:30PM. - I could
be at home doing other things, why are people so inconsiderate. |
- Not
talking to the people who are here. - Writing
very messy, which is very unlike me, but I need to express my feelings
somehow. - grumbling
about the humidity. |
3/24
7:30PM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
- hot - hungry - calm |
- Practice
was alright today, but I didn’t do that good. - My
passing and stuff was so off, the entire scrimmage. - Well, I
hope that no one else noticed, but they probably did. - Maybe, I
need to run before practice, so that I am not so tired all the time. |
- Turning
the radio louder, to forget about my day. - Throwing
my shoes and stuff, rather than putting it away. |
3/25
8:00PM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
- relaxed |
- The game
tonight was okay. - I
could’ve played a little harder, next time. - I need to get into shape because I am only letting everyone else down when I am tired. - I
could’ve pushed harder. |
- Get home
and take a shower, and get on the computer to change my thoughts. |
3/27
7:30AM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
-
energized - eager |
- I enjoy
running in the morning, so maybe I should I do it more often, then I’ll
get used the schedule, and enjoy exercising. |
- Wake
fiancée up with a smile. - Eat a
bowl of oatmeal, which I don’t normally like, but feel better because I
have an added burst of energy. |
3/28
8:25
a.m.
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
- tired - eager |
- I’m
tired, but I want to get up and go for my run. - I am
still in the mode of doing this change thing because I understand that I
want to fit into my wedding dress. |
- Eat my
bowl of oatmeal. - Play
with my dog, which is unusual. - Very
talkative |
3/29
6:45AM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
-
surprised - sleepy - happy |
- I
can’t believe that I woke up this early, I normally fight to go back to
sleep. - This
understanding my goal thing is really working for me.
I wonder if it’ll work in other areas.
Or do I really have to be in the right frame of mind. |
- Eating
oatmeal, three days in a row, wow! - Kissing
my boyfriend good morning, with my teeth brushed, and my hair combed,
that’s a first. |
3/30
5:00PM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out |
|
- Sensitive - aggitated - worrisome |
- About to
play my game, I hope that I do good tonight. - All I
have to do is push myself and don’t give-up. - Don’t worry about scoring, it’ll happen if its meant to be. |
- Brushing
my hair over and over. |
3/31
4:30PM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out
|
|
- sluggish - hot - bored |
- I am
getting into that mood again of being lazy. - I hate
doing the drills that this coach does, that’s why I don’t play for
him. - Yeah, but
I come to practice to stay in shape, and have the chance to scrimmage with
my fiancée. - Just get
everything out of practice, this the chance for me to burn my calories,
and learn things from my fiancée. |
- Stop
slouching, and standing up straighter. - Going to
put my shoes on earlier, and get in a few laps before practice. |
4/1
8:00PM
|
Feeling |
Thinking |
Acting-Out
|
|
- excited - happy |
- My
grandma is doing such a great job. - I can’t
believe at 64, she is trying to learn soccer. - It’s
never to late to try something new, or change an old habit of being lazy
and procrastinating. |
- Cheering
for my grandma -
Socializing easily with others, not worrying about myself. |