A prose from my past life comes to mind and seems appropriate. I am unsure who
the author as far as credit due. Here it is .
Accept the things you can not change.
Have the courage to change the things you can.
And have the wisdom to know the difference.
I found some solace in this statement and maybe you will too. What this means
to me is that there are a lot of things in life, that one has no control over.
There are so many petty hurdles to clear. You can't control lab hours,
computer viruses, classes kicking you out of the lab, lack of computers, etc.
You just have to problem solve all of the time. A lesson that was well taught
to me, at U.H.M. You will be tested what seems like too much. More than you or
anyone else can possibly handle. I like to think that God doesn't give you more
than you can deal with. If anything these little trials that add up to one
grand mountain, only strengthen you . It is like building muscles. If you don't
flex and work on things handed down to you, there is no growth. From all of
this you gain experience, through that you are made strong. How do we get
experience? It comes from trying and failing, then rerouting our selves to the
correct path. I think that is the absolute truth but I would keep that to
yourself, when interviewing for a job. So you just have to keep your teeth
clamped on like a snapping turtle. Don't let go and don't give up. My best
recommendation to you, that is beyond parables and feelings is buy yourself a
computer. I mean it. If I could do it all over again knowing what I know, I
would do it. Use one of those credit cards we all get in the mail. Take out
another loan. At least you will know what to expect with the creditors. This
would surely cut your headaches down by 3/4. At least you would have the
privilege of working your own hours. Also keep yourself in good health. If you
fall physically or emotionally you could lose a lot of valuable time. Another
really important thing is to keep Dr. James informed. He wants to help you to
get the work done. Your work reflects on him. If he doesn't know how to help
you, how can he? It is hard to ask for help sometimes. Especially if you think
that you know everything. He has been doing this longer than you in all
probability. He might surprise you as he holds a wealth of information.
Communicate, it is definitely to your advantage. A little luck and a few
prayers couldn't hurt either.
I was offered the assignment to help out Ms. Lee in the area of H.T.M.L., and
the concept of Daily Round Archives. Ms. Lee is a high school teacher at K.H.S.
Dr. James wanted me to help her implement the Daily Round Archive program with
her twelfth graders. So for a period of about two months I became a salesperson
and a teacher.
As a salesperson I assumed my task would be simple. I have extensive background
in the sales field. I have always been good at it. Earning awards at my place
of work constantly for top sales stats. I thought I would have an easy time
relaying the concept, especially since I believed in it my self. I told her
that it would be a special thing for her students to look back on. It would
serve two main purposes. The first being the working knowledge of computers and
programming. Secondly, the record itself as a time capsuel. I was unsuccessful
though. She was only interested in learning programming. I think maybe the two
issues, packaged together, muddied her thoughts. Learning H.T.M.L. can be
overwhelming itself. Perhaps she wished to just do one thing at a time. I was
sort of disappointed. I could not understand why she did not grasp the beauty
of D.R.A. I even took her through some of the work of Dr. James' classes. We
also visited the D.R.A. website. I guess the old statement rings true, "you can
lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink."
As an instructor I thought answering her questions would be a piece of cake.
Again I was wrong. The major problem here had to do with equipment and support.
I had done all of my previous work on P.C.'s and was thus experienced with
P.C's, specifically, I.B.M's. So I was a bit taken back, when I saw all of her
equipment was Apple. I felt like I could get around this. It did slow me down
with a lot of trial and error, as I tried to familiarize myself with the Apple,
programs. Another huge problem is she only had just enough ram, to get on-line.
It kept her system, excruciatingly slow. Talk about frustration. It got even
worse when I realized that to have more than one window open at a time led to
involuntary shut down of the whole system. I sort of felt powerless and
incompetent, since I couldn't answer all of her questions. I was helpful to her
in some areas. I explained how to better utilize search engines, web surfing
and some programming tricks. I brought her printouts of answers to her
questions in the area of H.T.M.L. It was definitely an experience that
broadened my horizons.
I benefited from this experience a great deal. I got the impression that I
should not limit my knowledge. In life as well as programs. So I choose to do
all of my work for this semester in the Mac lab. True it was convenient because
the scanner is located their. In addition to that, I also wanted to be fluent
in both top languages, like Dr. James. That upgrades me undoubtedly as an
employee. Some people said that Apple had seen it's finer days and the fruit
was rotting. Yet ,I was validated recently when Bill gates bought out 90% of
the Apple stock. I am certain that he won't let the company that he helped to
create die. So all in all I feel like the time was not wasted. I walked away
from this with experience and another little bead of wisdom.
I gave it my best shot and I think it was beneficial, all around. It was nice
to know that Dr. James was confident enough in me, to recommend me for the job.
All he really wanted me to do was sell the D.R.A. concept. Although it didn't
come to fruition this time, I doubt you can keep a good idea like that down for
long. In the future and on the flip side, Dr. James will probably have to
struggle with people, who are blatantly attempting to copy, his idea. As he has
to do, with the issue of Road Rage. I am sure lots of people would like to take
credit for the idea of D.R.A. I am here to tell you, we can thank Dr. James for
that. The infinite preservation of thoughts, emotions, and eras gone by.
D.R.A. On a final note I also enjoyed the company of Ms. Lee. She seemed like a
really nice person. So as you can see, I benefited in many ways, from my time
spent.
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