Carol's History

Hey Kurt, remember this picture?

Hello, you only came here to find out about myself. Well, I was told by my teacher that I should include something about myself to people so they could get an idea about me. Well, what if I don't wish to share about my life, huh? That's hard because you don't get the whole picture about me, would you?

I have one question for you, why are you reading this? Curiousity?! Perhaps so, huh? Than I have another question, what do you expect to find out about me? I'm a little curious to know, you are the one who clicked here to seek something about me, but I have no idea who you are. Is that fair? I think not... Perhaps you do, huh? Very funny!

Well, if you came here to find out all my secrets, skeletons in the closet, and good/bad memories; you came to the wrong place. You are not going to find that here. This is to get to know me as I am today, not years ago, yesterday, and/or tomorrow. Haaa Haa Ha... Smile! I know I am.

I'm a senior at the University of Hawaii at Manoa. This is my last semester here as an undergraduate. I plan to graduate this semester. As for my future, my future is still bright (I no longer see black clouds, guys-I finally found another dream and wish come true). I have my dreams and wishes like you probably do too. However, they do differ from you.

As for those fourteen people (majority are teachers) who told me that I'll never make anything out of my life, I just have one thing to say, "I did make something of it, by succeeding where you said I never would; I'm graduating from UH." All thanks to everyone who helped me to blow them off and prove to myself that I can do anything I set my mind to. Even though it means fighting for what I believed in with the odds stacked against me. Look you guys, I'm graduating from a University (Something I didn't think I'd ever get the chance to do).

A word of advice, if you have a Learning Disability (like me), don't let anyone tell you you're a failure and wouldn't amount to much. I experienced that and a whole lot more. Just take my word for it, I've been there and back for many years. I still fight with the fact that I have a Learning Disability but knowing that I'm succeeding where others like me, aren't; helps me fight, argue, prove, and motivate myself to overcome a lot of obstacles in my life. I just hope you will succeed in your dreams as well as I'm trying to live out mine. I won't BS you, everyday is a struggle but if that road leads you to the top, you've already won in your life.

The only thing left, is to keep going to make other roads reach to the top for you. At least that's what I'm doing in my life. Also, what I intend to do for the rest of my life. Yup, even through all the hard times, heartaches, headaches, stress, frustration, anxiety, let downs, and much more. In my experiences in life, I think life is all about, seeing our lives to the end even if it means experiencing all this. To succeed where you never thought you would and having your best and closest friends and/or family with or close by you all the way is what's going to help make that journey and adventure worth while. At least that's what keeps poping up in my life. But remember, for everyone things and situations in life maybe different.

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