Apprehensive...Reading the previous generations' reports helped me to feel better about the class in general. I was growing very apprehensive at what this class might do to my GPA. As I read the previous generations'reports, however, I began to feel there was hope for me. After all, those people sounded as lost and confused as I am. Take Nitsa for example, in her first paper's first paragraph, she talks about all the negative emotion involved. Ragna's first paper also speaks of her desperation to figure out everything at once. I identify with that and even worse, feel sometimes--am drowning in so much information. Has anyone ever been reported missing after entering the internet, I wonder. I might be the first such case. Ragna also said something which addressed me directly. She spoke of a need to restructure her thinking patterns to be able to communicate within the network. I have the tendency to want to know the why of everything immediately. I am finding out that cyberspace is too vast and complicated to have it figured out in a week, so I'll give it more time. As Professor James says, we will probably never have it completely figured out, so just learn as much as possible, and practice, practice, practice.
Practice...The problem with practicing is that the labs and I don't have a matching schedule. I have a computer at home, but there's no one to help when I get stuck. It will be better when I have a little more experience, but as Nitsa says in her report, it is extremely frustrating not to be able to use a computer anywhere on campus when I have the time. Believe me I have tried. I have been putting in more than ten hours this week trying to figure the system out, but of these hours a great many of them are spent just trying to connect, or solve problems with the connection.
Confused, disoriented and helpless I wander the hallways at UH like a lost soul.
Appearance
Kevin: colorful, professional looking, report pretty lengthy in standard format.Tone
Kevin's tone is casually narrative and tutorial.Mood
Kevin sounded in a big brother inquisitive mood.Style
Kevin's style is tutorial, and very informative. Nitsa's is a business-like systematic, structured narrative with a purpose. Ragna's is similar to Nitsa's in that it is down to business and straight forward. Christina and Noel were short and to the point. Lori's was the most entertaining to read because of her comedic approach.The two generations differ mostly in that generation two had the ability to refer to generation one, while generation one was a stand alone. The students of generation two and three can benefit other generations, especially papers like Kevin's. I am not sure which is better, though, to have had him there to help like generation one or to be able to pull up his papers to get information.This difference seems to have helped generation two tremendously.
Well, here I am weeks into the course, and still feeling pretty
lost. Went to see Dr. James today to ask if I might be in the wrong
class. It seemed to me I don't know enough about computers, the internet or
anything connected with it to be in this class. Dr. James said I wasn't in
the wrong class, that I just had to stick with it. My problem is that I
am so completely ignorant of all that he is talking about, it sometimes
sounds like a foreign language. I will stick with it, however. (at
least for a while)
I am finding out new things all the time. For example, I finally
feel I have figured out what the difference between the uhnix and the css
accounts are. Don't ask me to explain it, however. I think I
know, but explaining it is another matter. I also have been working with
pine (which was just as much of a mystery to me as the rest of the
computer jargon) and I find that although I feel it is temperamental or has
some sort of mood disorder, I can actually get information from it and
have even managed to use it to send mail as well as to export files. Wow!
Talk about advancing!
Back to telling you my innermost secrets...There is so much to discover and learn
that it is mind-boggling! There is not enough time to learn all of it during
one life-time! Especiallymy life-time. I am learning,
though. This week I finally learned how to copy-paste. (Dr. James'
favorite words in the
world) It may sound like an insignificant achievement to you, but it is more like
a milestone for me. What were Armstrong's words "one small step..." It is
certainly a great tool once you have mastered its use. Don't get me wrong, I haven't
quite mastered it yet, but I'm getting pretty good at it. I have
also found out I can actually do my file at home in notepad and `upload'
(I hope this is the correct term) it at the clic lab later. There must be a way I can do
all this at home, however. I'm still working on that, though.
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